The role of head of department has arisen at work. I would love the opportunity to apply for it as I stepped up and took on the role while he was away briefly and did my best to support the rest of the team so no one felt the strain of the deputy being out.
The only issue is, I always felt the head of department had an issue with me due to me being able to support them in their role while they were away. I heard through the grapevine that people said he felt a bit intimidated. (Could be a load of rubbish as gossip usually is).
As much as I’d love to apply. I’m worried about what others would think. Maybe they think I haven’t got enough experience (4 years). Personally, I have shadowed him at times as I wanted to see what his daily role entails and I’ve always asked if I can help when doing exam analysis etc to get a better understanding of the data side of the role. But he always seemed reluctant to show me. I’m not sure why. In terms of appraisals if I’ve ever asked to go on courses. He never seems to acknowledge it
The unusual thing was also he said “just to give you the update I will be leaving soon. I’ll leave that with you incase it informs your decision about whether you choose to stay or go” which threw me slightly.
Id love to apply, even if I just got to have the interview experience.