I want to apply for jobs at other schools but they all ask for a proven track record of excellent results. I work in a challenging school and our result got worse after covid. I am an experienced teacher 20+ years. I have been pt for the last 10. I am passionate about my subject and worked so hard during the lockdowns to teach and look after my own children.
My 2022 classes got the most appalling set of results ever but I worked harder than I ever to try and counter an appalling school culture. Think very little done to monitor engagement with home learning and even though I did this for my own classes there was no support from school with the 75% students that weren't engaging. For the second lockdown we were asked to keep records of engagement but again very little action taken to deal with it. When we returned behaviour was appalling, our usual behaviour management system was suspended and it was a free for all, kids walking in and out of lessons, climbing in and out of windows. No consequences etc. This had a huge negative impact on my classes and even once we returned to our usual rooms I had multiple non attenders, continued lack of support with behaviour, no sanctions or systems in place until this academic year to deal with students who don't do homework for example. If I put in place my own detentions kids just laughed and didn't come, again no support from hod or slt. I just couldn't get the kids to want to learn anything, they just gave up. I just got told to 'keep doing my best'. Things have got a little better but not enough in my opinion and I'm desperate to leave.
How do I diplomatically say that I think that of my results aren't my fault. How much emphasis to schools place on your track record and will they take into account the sort of school you are coming from?
Or am I just in denial and really need accept that I'm just a bit shit and maybe I need to give up teaching? I don't believe this but do wonder if maybe I am deluded. Any input from others who have had a similar experience would be valued.