I joined my current school a year ago and was instantly shocked by the low expectations and poor attainment. Stuck it out and have done what little I could in a school with a general culture of low expectations and I'm sorry to say in order to get any work completed and the curriculum followed at pace, I've probably also lowered my expectations which I feel awful about.
Every time I raised my concerns I was told it was because they were a covid cohort and to keep doing what I'm doing. I've only taught a few years including covid. It has been very difficult to get the children anywhere near where I would like or expect them to be, and now an external agency has absolutely damned us and told us we're inadequate and failing. I'm so frustrated as I've been unhappy since I started and knew my own standards were slipping from where I came from (outstanding NQT in an outstanding school). I've been very naive and should have followed my gut but now don't know what to do. We're due Ofsted and I've known all along this isn't the school for me and I've become a worse teacher rather than better, and now I'm terrified we're going to get a terrible Ofsted. I wish I could start afresh but I know I can't jump ship now as everyone within the school locality would think badly of me, although I'm sure they already do now! WWYD in the same situation?