A rather dramatic title but it’s how I feel. I’m doing a PGCE via the apprenticeship route. This means I have full class responsibility for a Year 3 class and have done since the beginning of September. I attend university one day a week but am expected to plan for the day so a HLTA can cover my class.
As it is a requirement of my course that I have to have experience in both key stages, I spent Spring 1 at another school teaching Yr 1. The idea was that I would do a swap with someone else from my course so my class would have cover, but for some reason (probably a fuck up by those running the course) this didn’t happen. Rather than employ a supply teacher, my school instead shuffled staff around and my mentor ended up teaching my class for 6 weeks.
Now I’m back it’s just… awful. She’s my year group partner but it’s not a collaboration at all. She’s changing our joint timetable without telling me, pulling my TA out of class to do things for her, speaking to parents and agreeing things without telling me.
It all came to a head on World Book Day. We’d agreed (by text! She never emails or walks through the school to actually speak to me) that we would both plan for our respective classes. A HLTA would then deliver my planning as I was at uni.
Planning takes me a long time and I wanted it to be extra clear because I wasn’t delivering it. I spent hours planning a day of activities that were based on our class book, were fun and engaging and also ticked off a good few objectives. I was very proud of it.
I got in on Friday and none of it had been delivered. None. My mentor had phoned the HLTA at home on Wednesday night and told her that she now wanted the whole year group to do the same thing and the HLTA was told to deliver her planning instead.
I got in on Friday and the HLTA awkwardly informed me what had happened. I was so upset. It felt utterly disrespectful and undermining. My mentor hasn’t spoken to me about it at all. I was going to bring it up at our weekly mentor meeting on Friday afternoon but she texted to say she was busy marking so I she’d have to skip it.
I bloody hate this. She’s always been quite hands off/chilly as a mentor but my observations have been consistently good so I really do I not know what her problem is. It’s just so dispiriting. Any advice please?