I'm looking for my first teaching position in primary. I've always wanted to be a teacher and here I am aged 45 and just qualified.
In my area, there isn't much to apply for but had 4 interviews.
Interview 1 - didn't model column subtraction concisely enough to y6 ( follow trainee got the position who I see everyday preparing for September (and the head knows him personally))
Interview 2 - lesson was too easy and the children may well have got the correct answer by luck rather than learning
Interview 3 - didnt sell myself in the interview
Interview 4 - everything was great but don't have enough classroom to back it up.
I know I'm a great teacher but it just doesn't work out. On my course, the ones that have jobs are mainly ks1, some have opted for supply and others are that jaded by teaching already, they aren't bothering.
I don't have time on my hands, I'm already 45.
Is there a school and job for me or has all the hardwork and sacrifice been for nothing? Any advice please? Someone told me that every though ECTs are cheaper, the 2 year induction and mentoring is just not worth the hassle when compared to a slightly more expensive teacher who is 'oven-ready'.