Hello lovely people,
I'm an NQT and had a lesson obs and interview (same day). Anyway I taught a condensed version of something similar I had done before with that year group which I had great feedback for at the time. Of course it is hard with a class you don't know and a very artificial and nerve wracking experience.
I thought it had gone relatively okay- no major glitches I felt I presented quite confidently etc. Anyway I was taken to sit outside and I could hear snippets of their discussion- and basically they didn't like my lesson- I didn't hear anything that sounded positive.
Then of course I have to go in for the interview, knowing they have zero intentions now of hiring me and I just lost all my confidence etc. When they asked at the end if I would say yes- I said I would accept- but I don't know why I said that- if they did hire me I would havs been very skeptical about their motives.
Just feel like absolute crap... does that make me a bad teacher? I was made up about getting shortlisted and I want to be proud of that but I just feel so low about it.
I'm not too bothered about the rejection itself- they have to pick the right fit- but even when they rang - all they said was unsuccesful went with someone else- no feedback at all- they couldn't get off the phone quickly enough. I didn't mention to them that I heard anything.
Surely they should check that they are out of earshot.
How do you pick yourself up and keep going. Feel almost like the DFE were just playing a cruel joke giving me QTS at the minute :(