Hi everyone,
Sorry about the ramble, I'm stuck in a very difficult situation/place at the moment.
I have been subject to what I believe is targeting by a more senior member of staff. It has left me totally demoralised.
I have been cornered multiple times by this member of staff in 1-1 meetings. These meetings have been sprung upon me with no prior warning, so I've had no chance to get a supporting member of staff or to fight my case - I've ended up a nervous mess.
Feedback in these meetings has been brutal and left me on the verge of tears. Questioning my ability and why I wanted to be a teacher. It's also ruined my weekends and has left me exhausted as I've spent all weekend crying. No targets, no feedback in writing has been given.
I have 45 children in my class with no other teacher. I'm struggling with this alone.
I have also had their back turned on me whilst speaking, insinuations (related to the feedback) made in front of other staff and have been humiliated in front of a large number of staff by this person.
Sorry I can't post too many specifics as it would be too outing.
Any advice in this situation I would greatly appreciated.
Thank you 