A bit of a WWYD, I would be really grateful for any advice!
I currently work at a state secondary school and this will be my 4th year. I like my department, and my colleagues and I have a good working relationship. Outside the department, the atmosphere at the school is a bit stressful - the HT is permanently stressed and it pervades through SLT and filters down. I don’t really like working for them and there are some school policies I don’t particularly like either.
The problem is that I am “just” a subject teacher and there is no opportunity for me to progress to a HoD or gain any further responsibility. I’ve worked really hard to improve things in the department but the changes I’ve made tend to be acknowledged as being down the the HoD “and their team”. I’ve been a teacher for 20 years so I’ve got a lot of experience which has helped to put the department on the right track but isn’t always acknowledged. I took this job as it was advertised as being THE subject specialist school in the area, but it just hasn’t transpired to be that at all…
Anyway, a HoD job has come up this week at a private school local to me. The start date is given as April or ASAP! So I’m guessing they would prefer a January start which in principle I could do, though April would be better. I have experience of running a department previously and also working in private schools and it sounds like an interesting and challenging job. On the other hand, starting a new HoD job halfway through the year would be tough (and I do wonder what’s happened to the current HoD?!)
However, I’m worrying about a few things…
Firstly, my HT is really not approachable and I will have to ask them for a reference. I’m worried they’ll tell me I’m letting everyone down by considering a move mid year. Also, they hold grudges against staff and my card will be marked forever!
Secondly, I worry about my students, who’ve had such a rough year last year and I would be leaving in the middle of the year. Our department is slightly over staffed so I think they could probably just about cover it or look to employ someone else themselves… I would of course make sure I did a comprehensive handover but I know it would be disruptive. I think my colleagues would be disappointed too.
Thirdly, I worry people would think i was selling out by going into a private school. I’ve worked so hard to try and get access to my subject for as many of my students as possible, regardless of their backgrounds, so I can understand the contrast of working with students who are more privileged.
The deadline is a week tomorrow so I would have to ask my HT for a reference literally on the first day back! I’ve emailed the school to ask if it was possible to look round or speak to someone about the position this week which might help me to make more of a decision, but I guess I’m asking … WWYD?!