This post may be a bit all over the place but it reflects my mind right now!
I've just finished my PGCE and despite great feedback from schools and uni, multiple job interviews where I kept coming second place, I haven't got a job. Was planning on doing supply and hoping for a perm job in future
However, my long term partner and I have been talking about having children for a while and I thought, if I get pregnant in the next couple of months I could have the baby just in time to interview for jobs that come up after the Easter notice period. I know it's silly of me to think I'll get pregnant so quickly but I thought hey why not give it a go.
But now I've been off the pill I'm really not looking forward to inevitably going back on the pill when I'm not pregnant by my 'deadline'. What if I keep trying for longer? It would mean doing supply for a couple of years before even beginning my ECT...would that put you off as an employer?
I feel my brain is telling me to wait until I secure a job and then am entitled to maternity leave, but my heart is saying just try for a baby and go for a permanent job after. Would love some insight from you, particularly on how this would make me look to an employer...