So lately I've been teaching Monday to a Friday. I teach a heavy subject -chemistry. I also do uni alongside it but were all done with the lectures now as we just need to work on an assessment profile.
I find it hard to get the balance some days and do everything I need to. For example:
-I usually like to make a mind map of what I want to teach and show the main class teacher
- I have ADD, dyspraxia and dyslexia.
- I am super organised but just need a lot more thinking time than the average
- sometimes I do feel the preassure on me from school and university to do everything to time scales.
- I always say to the teacher that I like to get them to skim over what I've done, anyway the past 2 lessons I've done I end up sending the lesson on Wednesday afternoon for Thursday morning.
- the HOD plans all the KS4 lessons so all we have to do is keep our class in mind and make the lesson fit to the class.
- last week my mentor said to me that I need to aim to send her my lessons or at least a plan well in advance and due to the above factors. I'm really struggling. I mentioned it again. I just can't teach the Thursday lesson and they have the Monday lesson ready for her on Friday morning because I simply cannot balance everything in that time and I don't have frees to even do it in on Friday I also don't email on weekends because no one would reply.
I just mentioned again to her that I have these external factors going on but I feel like maybe she thought it was an excuse to not turn over something in that time. I basically said I'll happily walk you through my aims for the lesson but I probably won't do it as best as I can because I just know myself.
Do I need to be better?