Bit of background first:
I've had two fixed term, one year contracts since gaining QTS. Both schools ended up in RI after I left (did I curse them?
) so have had massive staffing restructures and virtually nobody remaining who can give me a reference above the "---- worked here from this date to that date and didn't punch anyone"
I've been struggling to get back into teaching after having having my child...had two years off. I live in an area where there are 3 teacher training colleges nearby, churning out 100s of NQTs each year so competition is stiff.
I started applying for jobs back in April, got selected for lesson obs and then further selected to interview for 6 jobs (out of about 10 applications) and every time I've been in the last two, strong feedback, and lost out to an NQT. I felt disheartened and went on supply in September...but it's hard to organise breakfast club/afterchool club at short notice at DS nursery, so haven't been able to do much of that.
A couple of weeks ago, I started applying again. Got lesson obs and then an interview at the first school I applied to...again, last two, very strong feedback etc and pipped by an NQT.
The need for a job has intensified at home so I have applied and gained a position as a TA...just so I'm doing something in education while looking for a teaching job. The head at the school is very highly regarded locally so I feel a good reference from him would really improve my prospects.
My concerns are that this may, on the other hand be career suicide. Will prospective schools view a teacher working as a TA as being in some way a 'failed' teacher?
Also, am I likely to be exploited, paid as a TA and used as a teacher? In my last school, Level TAs were routinely sent to cover teachers for whole days (rather than supply be called in) and were never paid extra for the responsibility. I'm happy to help out and go the extra mile when needed but not if it means I'm basically an in-house cover supervisor.
One one hand, I need the income and the reference but on the other hand, I am worrying that this might damage my career. Any thoughts?