Last year was my NQT.
For context I was employed full time as an unqualified the year before, training part time the year before that and two years as a TA before that!
This week I mulled over just how bad it would make me feel to admit defeat and move back out of teaching in the next 18 months.
I have had two other careers before this. I teach a core subject at secondary. I work in a deprived catchment with high SEND, EAL and pupil premium proportions.
I love my students, they are hilarious and brilliant and I get so much out of teaching them. I love my colleagues. We have excellent facilities and fairly comfortable supplies despite falling budgets. I don’t really need to spend time “planning” as I now have all of my materials and collaborated on the new curriculum sows with the team.
The endless workload, made up of pointless exercises that I just don’t believe benefit students is destroying my wellbeing.
Seven weeks in and I’m supposed to have focus marked every book (124, half what I had in another school!) 3/4 times by now. There have been four data drops, a parents eve, a careers event, after school yr11 revision weekly, two twilight insets, two HOY meetings, weekly dept meetings, science club, two duties per week, a million urgent tasks, calls, follow up meetings related to my form (then that needs logging in SIMS)... it just goes on and on.
If you are to survive as a teacher in the current climate you will have to have enough resilience to work your arse off and never have any hope of getting everything done or avoiding forgetting something critical at least once per week.