Is anyone else finding it impossible to break into SLT in secondary schools?
I have been applying for AHT roles for the best part of 10 years now and have been shortlisted three times. I think I have applied for 40+ jobs and it is destroying my self esteem, to be honest.
There is probably a bit of a backplot about my current school not being great at developing middle to lower senior leaders sufficiently - so we have no extended SLT or associates for example. All the stuff that could have measurable 'impact' which seems to be what applications want is done by SLT.
I was a head of year (huge school so that is in charge of 15 staff and 400 kids) for 14 years. I have led small departments (successfully); I am a much valued commodity as I teach a core subject. I now lead the work of our National Support School. I am making this sound more important than it is because that's what I do in applications, obviously! I haven't worked in more than one school (because I can't get a job!) but I am a governor at another school and do now work in school to school support. I just don't get it. I have part NPQH equivalent, safeguarding lead training and a 2:1 from a RG university. All this should help?
I now see whippersnappers coming up form below me with about 8-10 years teaching experience and think I am now too old..
It sounds arrogant but I always thought I would lead a school; they need school leaders, after all! It makes me desperately sad. And makes me wish I had never gone into teaching at all.
I keep being told 30 -40 people are applying for assistant head posts... I do ask for feedback. It's generally a bit nebulous but I get told I wasn't 'quite right for their role' or they had people already doing a similar job, or I get told I don't sell myself enough .
Any empathy or advice gratefully received!
I have cast my net wider in the last two years but I do have a DH who is not very domestic and two DSs at secondary school so a key age - not keen for them to experience upheaval so am not able or prepared to have a longer commute than about 40 minutes or to move house - so my options have become more limited. One of the few interviews I had was for a pastoral role in the Lake District (300 miles away) but, after some soul searching, I didn't go. Bad mistake.