I was on a PGCE up until very recently and I really wish I had someone to tell me how it really was before I applied, because if I knew then what I now know I would never have dreamed of going through with it.
It's hard, extremely hard but despite how hard it was I was good at it and regarded very well by my mentors and university tutors. No, what destroyed me was the work hours and the fact that you have NO LIFE. My life consisted of the following:
Awake by 6:00 AM and getting ready for work.
In school by 7:00 AM and then preparing my lessons for the day.
Children arrive for Early Birds at 8:40 AM.
Teach all day until 3:15 PM. Then go to meetings and mark books until 5:45 PM.
Go home and have dinner.
Working at home from 7:00 PM onwards - plans, assessment, evaluating ,marking, making/finding resources/updating SBT and PDR folders.
10:00 - 10:30 PM - finally finish working.
10:30 - 11:00 PM - chill out time.
11:00 - go to bed.
Rinse and repeat Mon-Fri.
Weekends - planning all of Saturday and most of Sunday.
All you do is work, there is always more work, it's never ending, it doesn't stop, EVER. You work in work, you work at home, you're always working.
It actually made me depressed, made me depressed because I never saw my friends and family, because I was neglecting my house and myself - there was no enjoyment in life, no time for exercise or hobbies or socializing; you even work in the holidays.
It's awful and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Seriously no one in their right mind would work 80+ hours a week for 22k a year, and you don't even get paid for the PGCE, you pay them!
Honestly, I left 2 weeks ago and the change in me is unbelievable. I've rejoined the gym, I've been out in the sun and now even have some colour, I get to spend time with my friends and my family and everyone comments on how I smile and look better now.