Got observation second week back and already getting myself in a complete and utter state. Never had less that good if not outstanding for last 2 but always worry. This time though big time. Major illness in summer which resulted in only returning on phased last term. Done 1 full week with class. Physically still recovering, emotionally I am do happy to be at work it is helping me cope with everything. But arghhhhhh observation. Need to breath and think if it's bad then only way is up. But arghhhhhhhhhhh