If not, I'll go away!
I'm looking for any tips/hints etc. to try and figure out if I'm being a help or hindrance at the schools I'm volunteering in at present. My long term aim is to become a primary school teacher, mid-term aim maybe classroom assistant while I study to become a teacher and short term aim, learn as much as I can from the classes I'm helping in at the moment.
So, all that said, I've been helping out in 2 schools for about 3 months now. I've had lots of different classes/ages and been winging it as I've no idea what is expected of me. I'm given tasks - reading groups, helping with practical projects, skittle picker-upper in PE
but I have no idea if what I'm doing is a) helping and b) demonstrating I have what it takes to actually work with children. For the most part I get thanked for my time etc. but I've no idea if that's out of politeness or because I've actually helped. A frequent occurrence is the class I've been told to help in doesn't need/want help/me to help, so I kind of feel I'm being pushed onto someone who would rather I wasn't there. I ended up coming away early today as the class I was due to help in was going out and the 4 others didn't want/need help.
Am I just being a hindrance here? Should I give up? Is it at all possible that I've been discussed by teachers/head/assistant head teacher in the staff room? Who would be gathering feedback from the teachers on whether I'm helping or making things more difficult?
The children are great, I get on fine and seem to have gained their trust (judging by the number who come to me at break time for help - I'll take that as a positive, unless I'm seen as a soft touch
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Any comments/suggestions welcome!