Hi, I hope you won't mind me posting here - I know you are all very very busy people, but I'd be very grateful for some advice on getting into primary teaching in slightly adverse circumstances. This is a very long OP, but I've broken it down into background and questions so please feel free to skip the detail!
I'm aware that this will make me sound a bit like an arsey X Factor contestant, but there's no other way of putting it: becoming a teacher has been my dream for as long as I can remember, and I can't imagine myself spending my life doing anything else. However, I feel like I've already screwed my chances up irreparably.
I have a good set of GCSEs and A Levels, and a first class degree in English Literature from a RG university (and loads of extra-curricular stuff alongside). Academic rigour, heavy workloads, and time pressure are no problem for me - I have always thrived on that kind of motivation, and can't see that changing much in the future because children aren't a possibility for me and my DH.
[B]Background to problem:[/B]
In light of my talent and love for English, I began to pursue a career in academia with the aim of becoming a lecturer, and was awarded a scholarship to support me in doing so. However, it has proven to be a terrible decision. I'm not cut out for research at all (I find it isolating, demotivating, and emotionally harrowing because I unwittingly picked such a disturbing specialism), and I know I wouldn't cope well with the total lack of job security. Due to a combination of the above and some very difficult personal circumstances during the year (several deaths in the family, both parents needing help following operations, and more), I ended up completely burnt out halfway through the programme and had to arrange a Leave of Absence, which means that I'll be completing the postgrad course partway through 2014. I know this won't look good on my applications, but I don't think there's much I can do about it
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I want to use my time away from study to get myself back on track but I'm not sure how to do it.
[B]Questions:[/B]
There are so many routes into primary teaching, and I'm not sure what to apply for. For instance, I'm happy to take on the debt required to do a PGCE but I don't know whether it's still regarded as the best route, and I'm not sure whether they'd take me on with my absence record. The same goes for SCITT, and the School Direct Training programme. The only thing I do know is that I definitely wouldn't want to do Teach First!
Also, who should I be approaching for references: lecturers, or work experience contacts?
Also, how much experience do I need, and how far in advance should I be arranging it? Should I be requesting work experience in secondary schools as well, despite the fact that I know for certain that I want to work with younger students?
At present, I haven't done any work experience in schools, but I have worked with children ever since I was 16 (first doing EYFS planning and assessment for a childminder, then tutoring classes and individual students), and I'm soon going to be volunteering with Cubs and Scouts. Will this be relevant to my application? (I ask because one PGCE programme leader rolled her eyes when I mentioned it...
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Thanks in advance for any advice!