My beautiful cat was diagnosed with cancer in October and ever since then she's been slowly deteriorating.
She's been on a concoction of meds and appetite stimulates for a while and she's just eaten less and less until a couple of days ago she stopped eating completely, even when we try hand feed. I feel in my heart this a sign she's telling me that she's ready to go.
I have such a strong affinity with this cat, it's hard to describe to anyone who's never had a strong bond with an animal. She follows me around constantly , is so cuddly and has been my strength through some very dark times in my life. I honestly feel like she's my soul animal, like we were always meant to be in each others lives.
I'm just laid here on the bed with her now, she's in my arms and we're just waiting for the vet to arrive. I'm absolutely devastated . I'm scared it's going to hurt her, I'm worried she's going to be terrified. I just want to do right by her but it's so hard :( I'm going to miss her so much.