I took in a known stray when we had the extreme weather in January. I am a single working mum with a cat of my in and a dog with a young child. A charity called Harvey's Army tried to locate any owners, none were found. They paid for health check amd flea but nothing else, it was recommended he would need full order work to find out any health problems which I paid for myself. Turns out he had hyperthyroidism which has now been operated on. I am a complete animal lover and felt guilty about traumatising him further so decided to keep him.. long story short is its not working out. I feel he has complex needs, is suffering some form of trauma. He is also a night time howler which is impacting my life in many ways.. anyway I'm struggling with the guilt that I've let him down as his other humans did. He is a senior cat, I fear he won't be rehomed. He is going to a good no kill charity. But I cant stop crying and I just keep looking at him feeling like the worst person in the world. I've got nobody to talk to. I want to keep him but I'm struggling in many ways. 😔