Hi everyone
It's my first time posting here and I'm just looking for a bit of advice/similar experiences.
We rescued our boy at age 2 and he is now 14. He's a moggy and has always had a sensitive tummy and loose poos, but nothing to worry about really.
About a year ago his poos turned to water and he lost a lot of weight quickly. The vet diagnosed severe IBS and prescribed steroid tablets which worked a treat for about six months but then stopped being so effective.
The vet explained that his intestines were probably so irritated that they could no longer absorb the tablets, and so he started to get a monthly steroid injection.
He was like a new cat when he started on these injections, but over time the effectiveness dipped and he is now on fortnightly injections. The injections don't cost very much and they are easy to administer so I don't mind them at all (he isn't insured).
All of a sudden in the last week he has started to chomp on plants to make himself vomit. This happens at least once a day. He has only ever done this once every few months in the past and I don't really know what it signifies?
I'm just struggling to know what to do for the best. He is very thin and creaky, his coat is oily and dull and the steroids are causing his eyes to look cloudy.
But he spends the day curled up all cosy on the sofa and he purrs the evenings away on our laps. So he is still finding pleasure in life.
Sometimes when I'm cleaning up his liquid poo or the sick that has started to appear every day I think to myself "by god life would be easier without this". Then I'm ashamed of myself, he's been the most amazing companion, great with the children, and I shouldn't begrudge him an old age.
So I am scared that my judgement is being clouded for selfish reasons. Or that I'm doing the wrong thing keeping him going just to prove to myself I'm not selfish. It's very confusing.
I have had to make this decision in the past with horses, but I found that much more obvious. With cats it seems like they can still be quite happy even when they are a shadow of their former selves?
Sorry for the ramble and thank you for reading x