I need help!
I have always had cats but after I lost my last puddies I decided against getting anymore as I knew I would be moving overseas. After three years I really miss them. There is a cat-shaped hole in my life. We are about to move again (within the tropics) to a 2400 sq foot condo with a bit of a balcony it runs down one side of our flat but is only about three foot deep. Last week someone stopped me on the street and said she ran a cat refuge and did I want one? Of course I do! But I can't get over the fact that I am not sure what I think about keeping a cat inside.
My previous cats have all been outdoor cats. They've been buggers for bringing things in but the pay off of seeing them explore, jump walls, sunbathe, hide in plants, scratch my tree barks rather than furniture and just be free when the wind gets up them makes me think that is what cats should be doing. I've gone bonkers in my flats with no outdoor space - so what would a cat be like?! We also live ten floors up and I'm not sure I want to deal with any cat/balcony related incident. I don't currently work, but that may change. In fact I hope it does.
On the other side I live in a country where animals are treated pretty miserably. Nobody is interested in anything moggy ("pure bred' only please....) and animals can have a pretty brutal/short life. So I do think that a comfy moggy cat life lying around in the sun with guaranteed love (one-sided obv), and food and water is preferable to the lives these cats currently lead in the refuge but I'm torn.
I'm overthinking. I want to give a cat a home more than anything - but I want it to be a happy home and I couldn't bear it if I thought it was unhappy. On balance what do you wonderful cat-loving people think?
Apols if I don't pop back regularly the time difference sometimes make regular comms a bit difficult. Thank you.