Got home from work, called him, he walked towards me, got as far as his favourite scratching mat by the front door.
Thought he'd have a stretch and scratch as usual, his legs buckled under him, went floppy and he was gone.
Rushed him to vets but I knew he'd gone when I put him in the carrier.
Vet thinks it was most likely undetected conginital (sp?) heart disease.
He was fine this morning, I had a gut feeling I should have stayed home today.
No one else to talk to so posting here to make some sense of it.
He was my heart and my soul, cleared away all cat related items already to save upsetting me at every turn.
its not working, he should be with me now, playing, snuggling, eating, he's everywhere still.
Anyone else had experience of losing a cat suddenly like this pls?