Just that really, he had collapsing trachea and went suddenly downhill this afternoon. Thankfully DD had been with him all morning, I was home before he really took a turn for the worse and DH came straight home when I called him so we all got to tell him how much we loved him and me and DH were holding him at the end. The vet and nurse were lovely to both him and us and it was peaceful, he had no fight left in him and just went to sleep in our arms. I'm devastated, the house feels all wrong and his things are everywhere, they make me cry every time I see them but I can't bring myself to put them away either. I've been here enough times before to know this is the hardest bit and I will get through it but right now it doesn't feel that way. DD is in bits so we're being strong for her but I needed somewhere I could say how I actually feel, which is obviously heartbroken, I miss him so much already.