Looking for a handhold really.
Some background... he's 8. He's not a difficult breed. He's a Sprocker Spaniel. He hasn't always been aggressive.
He was diagnosed with a terminal cancer a year ago. No one expected him to live this long. He's on medication for anxiety.
His behaviour has deteriorated over the last few weeks - resource guarding, fear agression, dominance, reactivity towards other dogs. He finally snapped, literally, and bit 14 DD on the foot (he was under table, she kicked him by accident). Spoke to vet immediately, was told this incident alone didn't meet the threshold to PTS.
Over Christmas it's been tough. Growling, snarling. Hasn't bitten a human but has attacked our other dog. He is now muzzled, which he doesn't mind.
To see him, he looks racehorse fit! However, we suspect cancer may have returned but don't want to put him through further veterinary treatment (he's insured - this is not about money).
We know PTS it's the right thing to do. For him. For us. But it's still bloody hard. We feel so guilty.
Not really looking to debate the rights and wrongs of it, just wondered if anyone else has been there?