My poor old boy

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My 14 year old boy has massive dental problems, was booked in two weeks ago to have teeth removed but was found to have liver problems and sludge in his gall bladder and a heart murmur. He has been in my life for 5 years but only mine alone for a year after splitting up with my ex and him leaving him alone for 13 hours a day. He asked me to have him for a week while he went on holiday, never gone back. We are getting near the end, pain relief only, how the bugger do I cope without my only lockdown friend? It's breaking my heart. I love him so much! But I know I've got to be sensible. To wake up and not having snoring against me? I've had (large dogs) all my life and I'm not young but this one is bloody breaking my heart! But I know I have to do the best for him not me.

I am sorry you are having to through this. He sounds so loved. . It is so heartbreaking

No clever words to make it better, but couldn’t read and run. They are so heartbreakingly lovely and bring joy to our lives. You will miss him terribly no doubt, but eventually you can focus on the lovely memories.💐

its the last kind thing we can do for them, to be there and help them through the end. So hard for us, doesn't get easier though, and some of them really do carve a place in your heart.