Hi all
I am struggling so much with what to do for my eldest dog. He is 9 and a Golden Retriever. Hoping fellow dog lovers will be able to empathise!
I have tried to cure and manage his condition so much over the years. It started when he was nearly 1. He's had blood allergy testing, skin allergy testing (no allergies apparently), saliva testing. I've fed him on the best dry foods, wet foods and I have raw fed him. He reacts to vaccinations so doesn't get those anymore.
His day to day standard of living was OK. We were off medication and just on supplements but I phased those out too and he was OK for the most part. When he is itchy he chews at himself and causes sores, he's not just a bit irritable he will cause harm so I have to put him in a buster collar or similar.
We moved house last summer, and he has been worse ever since. They did all get fleas so we treated the house and I have since rug doctored to get the treatment out of whatever carpets we have as best we can but it hasn't really helped. He was put onto a medication called Apoquel and was better, it's the only thing that's offered true relief but I do have to double dose him for periods.
Problem is, I hate Apoquel. It's not the price, I'll pay anything to have him well. But it states that if they have cancerous growths it will, in effect, promote the growth of cancerous cells by stopping the body from destroying them or attempting to. Given his age I am fearful of him getting very poorly from cancer, largely from the Apoquel if we can cope without it, but I know his quality of life needs to be the best it can be. I know Apoquel won't cause it directly, but it will speed up the growth/stop his body potentially killing off early mutated cells.
I am quite literally devastated that I am unable to manage his condition as well as I have previously and unsure of what to do. I think most will think it's easy just stick him on the Apoquel, but he is my world and even in vet wrap and a buster collar at the moment he is generally a happy chap, but I have eczema so I know he must still feel quite pants. He's been my best friend for so long and I don't know what I'll do without him. I did bring it up at counselling I was attending once and they said they can't really help until he's not here anymore, I just need to enjoy him as much as I can now. That's not what I want advice on really but just in case people tell me to get a grip etc!
Any words of wisdom/ideas of what else I could try before I get the Apoquel back out the cupboard? 