So, I put my gorgeous dog to sleep at the end of November. He had 15 years of my love and care, and I surprisingly didn't feel guilty much. I honestly thought the guilt and the sadness would mean 3 months of non stop crying for me. I feel sad when I think of him, but I also feel massive amount of pride and happiness that the most amazing dog was mine.
But, what I can remember vividly when he was put to sleep, the vet checked his heart and told us he was gone. A few seconds later, my dog was gasping. I didn't expect that and got quite distraught. The vet said that it was gases leaving his body, it was normal. I've been there when another dog, who I loved just a tiny bit less than my dog, was put to sleep. I don't remember that happening. He just went to sleep.
Can anyone tell me if the vet was right, or if he was shielding me from any other issues. The vet was sympathetic and kind.