"I've had behavioural probs with my dear dog, so much so we don't go away together fpr more than 5 hrs, because we cant take her with us and we haven't had a family holiday for a couple of years. It is comforting to know I am not alone and that thinking about euthenisia, is not unthinkable."
It's the work he takes really, no-one but me can walk him, so full days out or holidays are out...I couldn't kennel him, all the people outside our family that he is definitely ok with have families and couldn't risk him being there or them staying here.
I can only let him offlead at weekends because I have somewhere secure and not accessible by the public to take him then. (which is a godsend actually)
I have to have him away for visiting children obviously but also adults unless they're the ones I know he's ok with and even then I'm having to watch him.
He hasn't bitten anybody, but I don't know that that's because he hasn't tried to as obviously he's muzzled and heavily managed and obviously he's a large strong dog so even one bite could be serious.
I couldn't in all conscience rehome him in any way...even if a rescue was willing to take him, he'd more than likely just be stuck there as who would take on a Rottie with medical and behavioural problems? and I'd be forever worried that something would happen and ultimately it would be my fault for passing him on.
It will absolutely break my heart if it comes to that, but if it is pain that we can't manage for him then it's kinder and if it is behavioural then it's the responsible thing to do, but I'm just hoping it doesn't come to that really.