I am in shock.
We just lost our 13 year old golden retriever. He just... went. He'd been off colour all morning, we knew it was serious, and we were preparing to take him to the vet, possibly to be PTS. As my grandparents tried to move him, I guess he didn't want it to end like that.
I had a cry earlier when we realised he wasn't going to rally from this one, but now... I'm OK.
I think because it happened in the place he was loved, spent all his time, and it was on his terms. I just hope he wasn't in any pain.
R.I.P Sam, I'll miss you :(