DESPERATE to not let CONFUSION beat me

[B9KLO]

Hi,

Still not sure how this site works. Coming to it with such next scale chaos was a long shot. I've tried to make it simple and upfront stated I'm not seeking sympathy certainly no time for ignorant doubts of opinions or replies deterring me from what I will do regardless.

I'm desperate for suggestions of how to fight what should and will ultimately benefit other parents, despite the ongoing sacrifices to myself!

The worst of the worst has happened to me at length and there's things that should not of happened regardless of if you believe me or not! I need help to one day have to justify it to my children why I stood up to this having already stomached the realisation months ago what they will be told is a pack of lies I can't begin to accept already not ever being proven more than opinions of unqualified people.

I am basically being punished for having something physically wrong with the way I process things.

It has affected me in the past and I am now fully understanding of it fully assured from a psychiatrist and psychological aspect already diagnosed for a total of 17yrs maintaining my own ups and downs self referring to relevant services along the way single parented for 10yrs of it.

Now I've lost my babies.

That sounds really awful OP, it sounds like you're quite unwell. Do you have any supportive friends or family you could talk to and get some support from?

Sounds like I'm quite unwell!???

Why were your babies taken?
Unless people have some context then they can't help.

If you’re under NHS services in some way, then you are unwell.

Your children have been removed for some reason, that we can’t tell.

You are correct in that your post is confusing.

Yes. Tbats the way you cone across in your posts.