My 15 year old daughter has recently come out as a whole host of things including transgender. She's always been a tom boy, preferring trousers to skirts and got on better with boys, but this is a whole other level which I'm struggling to deal with. I'm not sure if its just a phase while dealing with all the normal teenage anxiety things, or if this really is who she is. I remember going through a confused phase when I was around her age, but I'm as "normal" (for want of a better word) as it comes for a 30 something who isn't a girly-girl. I've also always got on better with males than females.
She was attending a LGBT support youth group (I let her go as she told me it was to support a friend who was bisexual, then her whole life started revolving around the LGBT community) and her facebook account was filled with pages relating to it. Her friendship group is mainly made up of people 'on the spectrum' and all she seemed interested in was whatever was going on around the world relating to LGBT. She has a habit of immersing herself in things so I have stopped her going to the group until September which was obviously encouraging due to it being a support group. I've banned the internet except for homework (which with it being the end of the school year appears to be non-existent), I've been through her Facebook and removed all the LGBT pages/groups/and the support group who was a friend. Its not that I don't want her to have the support, but I just want her to step back and look at things without the stuff being rammed down her throat every time she logs in.
Her dad is in the picture although he doesn't live with us (and hasn't for a number of years) and is being as supportive as possible. He too is knocked for six, especially as she confided in me long before she told him and I felt this is one thing where I couldn't go against her wishes and tell him. We both agree that we suspect this could be a phase, and she may well grow out of it, but we also are doing our best to be there and support her without encouraging her just in case she is actually transgender.
We have been in to school to speak to them about what's happening with support there. I'm a little uncomfortable with the amount of support and 'encouragement' the school appear to be giving those pupils who are saying they are LGBT. They have a support group run by the pupils (and due to my daughters age she is one of the leaders now), but facilitated by the Child Protection Officer who said she just sits there and lets them talk about things and only interjects if they cross a line they shouldn't. They are a little too accepting of the self-diagnosis, and from what I've heard don't get the pupils to question whether its right or not. I know providing support is important, but surely they should also be getting the pupils to ask why they feel this way etc?
We sat down and discussed things with her. We pointed out that even if she was to go down the route of transitioning to male, biologically her DNA would still be female. If she wants to cut her hair, wear mens clothes, then fine. Rather than binding we'd rather she wore a sports bra instead as it'll still reduce her bust, but will support her and be less likely to cause permanent damage if she decides she doesn't want to do it any more. We explained that hormone treatment is only given after lengthy counselling to make sure she was 100% sure, and how she would have to live as a man for some time before they would consider surgery. However if she was to start taking the hormones then there is the possibility of it causing irreversible damage to her body if she decided in 10 years she was actually female. I offered to make her an appointment at the GPs to get the ball rolling with the counselling from a specialist in LGBT things if she was sure, but she burst into tears and said she didn't want that as she doesn't want to be treated differently. (Which adds to the "it's a phase" list).
We have asked her to not have her hair chopped short before her final school photos in September then she can have it chopped if she wants, but it will be a hairdresser job! I cut it for her at the minute as I'm not willing to pay £10 a time to have her fringe trimmed every 3 weeks. She's insisting on a binder and wearing a suit to prom. I've said I'm not doing anything prom related until much closer to the time. I am not paying out for a suit now when in 6 months time she may be more comfortable with herself and want to wear a dress like the other girls as she can look stunning in one.
I'm really not sure what to do about things. I've ordered some books online which I'm hoping will help both myself and my daughter work through this. I've sent the links to her dad so he's informed as well. I'm still waiting for them to arrive so I won't recommend them just yet. I have a feeling its going to be a case of wait it out and see what happens.