I’ve messed up majorly I’ve been in a deep depression for the last few months , gambling has been my only thrill and joy , but my addiction is overwhelming I’m spending money I can’t afford and chasing my loses , I have 4 kids and today alone gambled away £50 that should have went on food shop in some vain hope that I would win and have more .
i can’t think straight and don’t know what to do next I know I need to stop gambling , and now I also need to figure out what kids are going to eat tonight .
I feel like a complete failure I don’t know how or why I’ve let myself get into this situation or state,
has anyone else been in similar situation ?