As the title goes I was on codeine for coming up 4 years the last few months taking large amounts of around 1200mg per day please don’t ask where I get it all as I often get messages asking this and I will not answer them, every single codeine I ever took was from a legit chemist on the high street. Back to where we left off, I went to a rehab clinic and they started me on a substitute called saboxone, I’m on 20mg daily but I started on 8 which didn’t help and over the 10 days we’ve built up but I’m still going into withdrawl early in the morning. The clinic is far away, I have to drop my children at school, take the baby to my moms then get a train ride from my moms to the clinic every single day. So basically it’s taking up half of my day just to be there 5mins and take a tablet. This is really getting to me as they said it would be 4-5 days until I was settled on a dose, I realise iv came so far, the furthest iv ever been, but they keep asking me have I take any codeine and iv said no because truth is I have not taken any and told them if I was taking codeine I’d never be hiking all the way down there each morning still in withdrawl from the early hours I’d have just took some codeine instead and took my time getting there! They decide they believe me which is good but I feel suddenly so deflated and depressed I don’t know why! I seen the dr at the clinic this morning he said it’s huge changes for my body and brain being used to codeine multiple times a day and suddenly it’s gone so my brain will go through a whole range of emotions. Is it normal to suddenly feel this way