I have days when I feel exhausted and overwhelmed with things I have to deal with. Saturdays are the worst.
I then think I'll have a go with the online lottery games (instant win). If I could win some money I would feel better.
At the moment I am spending £5 here and there but it's adding up and I usually lose money and feel out of control and annoyed with myself.
I have the occasional win like £20 and then I end up gambling away most of my wins as I think I'm on a winning streak.
This is day one of giving up this addiction. Anyone been here and have any advice? I'm hoping to get some counselling soon.