So I will go first. I have always had substance abuse issues since I was an adult. Alcohol, legal, readily available. It makes me laugh how when I was in my drug years I looked down on alcoholics. Anyway the drugs came to a crashing illegal end, and alcohol was my only regular choice. So take it I did. I have stopped for long periods, however due to distressing personal circumstances, although now largely overcome, I feel its grip again. Anyone else? In paper it looks good, new job started today, went well yet I sit here with alcohol.