I started taking tramadol due to neck pain about three years ago. I finding myself relying on them to much. My body craves for them all the time. I try to come of them but the withdrawal is unbelievably hard. I ran out on sat and wasn't getting my prescription till this morning. My God I have been in a mess all yesterday and last night, chills, restless legs. I cried this morning getting the kids ready for school. All I could think about was driving down to the clinic to get my prescription. I feel fine now but I can't live like this any longer. I have been so desperate in the past I have stollen some of my sisters tramadol. I have a problem. I would be happy to stop taking them just now but the withdrawal is totally awful and I cannot cope with it.