TW SUICIDE
For all those using or considering using Roaccutane I feel I have to tell you about my beautiful daughter. She was prescribed this drug at 14 for acne which had basically been cured by the antibiotics (Lymecycline) and at the stage of seeing the dermatologist she only had greasy skin with the occasional breakouts. Despite monthly “monitoring” which basically was a tick box exercise, my beautiful child took her own life, completely out of the blue, 6 months into her treatment. She was never on more than 40mg.
It has devasted our family. She should never have been put on this drug. Her skin was simply not bad enough but the lazy dermatologist played down the side effects by telling me that the suicide side effect applies to those kids who are depressed about their skin (it doesn’t, it clears skin and those kids who kill themselves do it when their skin is better) and she scared my daughter into agreeing to treatment by telling her she should start before she got any scarring. And like any 14 year old girl the idea of scarring terrified her.
Sadly, my daughter is not the only one to have taken her life on this drug. I am in touch with so many other who have lost their kids in the same way, in this country and abroad.
This drug was developed as a drug for brain cancer and is an anti cancer chemotherapy drug. It became used for acne when drs realised it cleared skin as a side effect. Some people are fine on it but many are not and, in my daughters case, the suicidal impulse which ended her life could not have been foreseen. It is particularly hard for parents and patients to recognise any changes in mood in teenagers as their very age lends them to mood swings. Sometimes the depression which many suffer with this drug never improves, even after treatment has stopped.
I do not wish to alarm those taking this drug but I know from experience that drs and dermatologists play down the dangers of this drug. They put kids on it too easily and the monitoring is ineffective. To take this drug is playing Russian roulette.
I wish, wish, I did not have to be the one who posts this but I owe it to my child, my beautiful sweet, happy child, to let you know the dangers. You do not want to go through what I have gone through nor live the life I have now. Please avoid this drug.