Hello, named changed for this post.
My breasts have always been unequal and I know that's normal but since I had my daughter the difference between them is massive. One is at least a full cup size (if not two cup sizes) bigger than the other, and my nipples are very different sizes too.
I've thought for a long time about breast implants and decided against it as I just hate the idea of having something fake in my body and I'm worried about having to get it redone as I know they don't stay forever. I was thinking about it again tonight and I wondered would it be possible to have a reduction on just one breast? To get the bigger one reduced so at least it's equal in size to the other? My smaller breast is only a B cup, so not very big, but at least they could be even.
I'm sorry if this is a really weird thing to ask. Every so often I catch sight of myself and I get so down about it. I keep thinking what if I ever get a partner, how will I ever feel attractive in front of him. I hate the way I look in certain clothes because it's noticeable. I can't find any bras that fit properly. I hate seeing myself without a top on. I have tried gaining weight as I was underweight before and I thought maybe that would make it less noticeable, but I think it's actually made it look worse.
(I know this is vain and shallow and a first world problem and so on.)