This feels very weird to me - I've worn make up since I was 13, am early 40s now and am very rarely seen without it. I am pale, with weirdly light eyebrows and lashes considering I have dark hair, and always that I just looked a bit ill and undefined without it.
Other than a lot of black eyeliner in my late teens and early 20s, I've never worn a lot - typically I fill in my brows, use a light foundation or tinted moisturiser, some mascara and blusher. But since lock down I have rarely bothered - mainly because I find taking it off at the end of the day a chore.
However, I'm an actor, and have had to wear it a few times for play readings/recordings over Zoom, or self-tapes for auditions - and I keep getting distracted by how much I dislike how it looks! Mascara makes my lashes look too long and artificial and my eyes too big (they are big anyway - an agent warned me that they can make me look either "scared or scary" on camera!); blusher makes me look like a doll - I just don't like how fake it all looks. About the only thing I want to keep doing is filling in my virtually non-existent brows (I over-plucked in the 90s
). I've tried tinting them but it made bugger all difference.
No idea if this a permanent change for me - I guess it can't be, I have to wear make up for work. I've read on here a lot that as we age we need to change how we use make up, and had assumed that didn't apply to me as I don't wear that much of it, but maybe that's the problem? Suppose when this is all over I can go for a makeover somewhere and see how that works out.
Has lockdown affected anyone else like that?