Awh this is a nightmare I am size 12 pear shaped horrible cellulite only 5 foot 2 I've had 2 children and a miscarriage a few weeks ago I'm 40 and I feel so ugly and so self conscious and it's consuming my every thought! I've arrived in holiday at Family's house and I just feel fat and can't enjoy anything with the family they are all having fun in the pool and I can't bear to get in to a swimming costume I feel like a sack of potatoes I cant breathe with feeling how ugly I am compared to everyone else's beautiful body.