Just that really, 48 this year & feel utterly vile!! Fully aware it's all very superficial & I am so fortunate to have good health & a lovely family but would love to have more confidence in my appearance. It's been a life long thing and even now when people see my husband I get comments like "he's very handsome isn't he?!" In other words "how the hell did YOU land him??!". I just feel if I was happier with how I looked I'd have more confidence in myself generally - does that make sense?. I'm finally in a work role where I can really progress but I need to put myself out there more & it's difficult when I feel like a pale insipid hag!! So as not to drip feed, I am size 10/12 (weight isn't really an issue for me) short dyed blonde hair, pale with no eyebrows or dress sense and minimal budget. I just want to look healthy, groomed & well put together if that's at all possible........?