Well like the title says! I blame sleep deprivation over 5+ years. I am really down about this although I know it's fickle and a very first world problem.
I used to enjoy putting on makeup and getting ready. I feel I look like such an wreak in the face. I have very, very deep frown lines and other lines in my forehead. I am finally beginning to get some sleep but the lines remain. I drink loads of water, exercise etc. I get told constantly that I look exhausted and I feel I have aged so much over the last 4 years. I can accept other lines like laughter lines but my forehead lines are so bad that they seem to have distorted my face, I am not exaggerating, one of my eyebrows has been pushed further down.
I have been thinking of getting Botox for years but was breastfeeding etc.
I guess my question is has anyone had it and as I worry about health and the fact that it is a neurotoxin, is there anyway it could spread to other muscles like the heart? I know that sounds like a stupid question but genuinely never thought I'd consider this but I am 33 and they are already deep so only going to get worse. I would also like to feel good over the next few years as now I am constantly dodging photos and have a fringe which I hate falling into my eyes..