Look OP you're clearly NOT aware of the risks - you don't even understand the basics, as if you did, you wouldn't be on here asking 'if it's the same as normal sunlight'.
No, it isn't. It's far more dangerous and that's why there are various campaigns afoot to get sunbeds banned completely, and why melanoma is one of the fastest rising cancers in younger people.
You are, in fact, being incredibly stupid. I'll judge you for that alone, and for failing to listen to people who do know what they are talking about.
A bit of colour may be all you're aiming for but using a sunbed carries an enormous risk - in fact it's probably the single most dangerous thing you can do, if you're going to try and get yourself skin cancer.
You do realise that melanoma isn't just a mole, that you can have removed? It can be just that but you might not realise anything is wrong until it's already in your system, and unfortunately, once it's got into your lymph system or bloodstream, you've a pretty poor chance of survival.
Someone I was close to died 9 months from diagnosis, and her children were 5 and 2.