im not huge - im a size 14. i weigh 10 and a half stone and im 5ft 4.
but this is big for me - im small framed. i used to weigh 7st 4.
even up to being 35 i was 8st 7.
now no matter what i do, i seem stuck at this weight. im quite fit. i exercise.
so at what point do i just accept that this is it.....in reality if i did lose weight now i would only want about 10lb off....but nothing comes off now, no matter what diet, what exercise. ive been like this for the last 7 years.
i hadnt bought clothes properly for years - the odd thing here or there - because i kept putting off buying things for "when i lose weight" in january this year i had an operation that involved losing part of my stomach - nothing to do with weight loss - but one of the side effects was meant to be weight loss....i waited with baited breath.
not a oz! i actually weigh more now than before the op!
ive just had spending spree on clothes and shoes. i would like to be 10lb lighter but i think im starting to accept its not going to happen. i dont look bad....i have a slim upper body and slim legs - i just have a fat middle!
so.
at what point do you accept the "self" you in your mid 40's. i feel like im constantly waiting for things until i lose that illusive 10lb.....