I've had bad skin since I was 12 - so around 20yrs now. It was the usual teenage spots initially, not helped by a poor skinners regime unfortunately, but got increasing worse after having my first child. I've since had another 3 children, been diagnosed with PCOS which is most likely the cause of the big, hard spots I tend to get.
Have tried most treatments, both prescribed and over the counter. Thanks to having been either pregnant or bf for the last 4yrs my skin has really settled down now although is still very oily.
My biggest issue is the scarring I have been left with. I have a number of deep pits on both cheeks and they are the bane of my life. I spend at least 30 mins each morning applying foundation and then using concealed as a kind of polyfiller trying desperately to cover them up and it's really getting me down now. I will not leave the house or let anyone see me without make up on and even then I am acutely self conscious and have no self esteem.
I'm at a point now where I need to bit the bullet and look into doing something about this. I'm so ashamed that I don't even know how to broach the subject with my DH. He has never mentioned my skin, I don't either although it must be so obvious. I have long hair which I always wear down so it covers my face, I dont even tuck it behind my ears, ever.
Sorry this has turned into such an outpouring, I have never told anyone about how I feel so its been cathartic getting it all out.
Has anyone had treatment for this? How much did it cost? I could get around £1000 together initially - would this be enough to make a difference?
Thankyou if you've read all this.