ok looking for help and guidance pleeease. feeling rather terrified as out of the blue yesterday I decided I was going to bring forward my quit day (which was set for some point in 2015 as yet undecided...) to today. I am 42, smoked for 24 years and usually smoke between 10-20 a day. I have started to have a slight smokers cough recently and the fear and loathing I have of what I am doing and myself for doing it is growing. And the pressure from ds to quit is also growing. So decided today is the day. This morning I downloaded and listed to the Max Kirsten hypnotherapy app. I also attempted to fill my never used vape thingy yesterday but the liquid leaked everywhere so need to go to shop to sort. So far has been ok (ish). Cravings have been fleeting. But I know myself and I know that the first time I am stressed, think of a future with no more cigs etc I will crumble and give in. I tried hypnotherapy in the past and it worked for 2 months until I gave in. So am wondering if should see vaping as an option alongside the hypnotherapy app?As a safety net to go to if the desire to smoke becomes overwhelming? Or is that going totally overide the hypnotherapy message? Anyone any experience of doing both? Or just have words of encouragement? I hate this bloody drug and the hold it has on me!