My DSD (10) has been with us since last Fri and is going back to her mum's today and has gone with her dad. I won't see her now for 2 weeks and I feel a bit sad :-( It's not that it's all perfect and hunky dory cause it's not, sometimes, she does test me and seems to pick fights, but do you know what? I do really love her and we have some good times. I always feel sad when she leaves, sometimes mixed with a bit of relief/guilt. We are going through a bit of a fertility struggle atm too so I think the whole thing is just intensified. Not looking for any particular advice really, just a handhold.