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When does love come?

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bobby1455 · 29/01/2020 00:25

Is it normal to not "love" your step child? Does it come with time? Does it evolve?

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SandyY2K · 31/01/2020 00:35

You don't have to love your SC... liking and getting on with them fine.

If you think his parenting style, impacts on his child's behaviour and spills into the relationship....that's a bigger problem.

Another consideration regarding his parenting style, if the two of you having children.

meme70 · 02/02/2020 12:39

I don’t love my stepchild she’s been in my life mainly fulltime 7 years I never will love her and that’s not wrong it’s simply the way it is.

meme70 · 02/02/2020 12:43

@bobby1455 lmao you don’t have to love a stepchild and why should you walk away?
One day stepchild will love his own life and hardly see his parents.

So I suppose you also think of the stepchild doesn’t love the step parent the parent should leave the person they love ?

How would you truely knwo if someone loves you - your step child may act like they love you but don’t that is common most step children dislike step parents eso step mums

Please don’t tell woke to leave the person they live because a step child that’s wrong on every level.

tisonlymeagain · 04/02/2020 10:10

I care about my partner's children (I don't see them as my step-children) but I don't love them, I can't see that ever coming to be honest but that doesn't mean I don't treat them kindly, with respect and affection. To me, they just feel similar to my friend's children.

DumboFlats · 04/02/2020 11:45

I wouldn't stress about this OP. I have probably reached the stage now where I can say I love my SC. But in my own way, I don't love them like my own and I've given up feeling guilty for that. You can't change it, at the end of the day, they aren't my children and there's nothing wrong with that. I've got an awesome relationship with them in my own way.

Don't try and force it. Do what you're doing, be kind, respectful and welcoming. That's all you can do. If love comes later then great! Love isn't like being kind, it isn't a choice. You either feel it or you don't.

Don't let anyone tell you what you should feel or what type of love you should have.

Anuta77 · 04/02/2020 17:26

I think if they have an involved mum, this changes the dynamics dramatically to what they would be if they didn’t have an involved mum.

I totally agree with that. Its easier to feel love when the other person loves you and needs you. It makes us feel special and gives us the motivation. And with a loving involved mother- and father- the children don't need you. And you are limited as to what you can do with them.

And I agree with another poster that if the child lived with me (which probably means that the mother is not so present), I would see him/her as "mine" (unless they rejected me) and I can see myself loving them like my own.

When SD was young, she was very affectionate and often came to me for things (her dad is not that affectionate and doesn't know when to stop working), but now I see that it was more because she needed affection when she was away from her mother. Once she was in the presence of her mother or even other family, she would ignore me. Which affects feelings.
Once my baby was born, all her affection went towards the baby and I became almost an annoyance, something that stood between her and her baby brother. And she showed it to me. And that killed my feelings.

Love towards step-children is conditional.

She's becoming nice and affectionate again, so who knows, some sort of love might be back.

Londongirl07 · 24/02/2020 22:40

I’ve been with my partner almost 3 years and I don’t feel love towards his kids, I will protect, show them love and care however I cannot say I love them like I love my own. I don’t spend enough time with them to do so. To be honest I would say if I did love them it would be the son more than the daughter...sad to say but she’s a little brat lol.

hamstersarse · 24/02/2020 22:46

I’m fond of my step sons and truly want the best for them

Think they’d be weirded out if I said I loved them anyway!! But then, they are teens

Coolcucumber2020 · 24/02/2020 22:51

It’s really normal not to love. Do they love you? I doubt it.

It’s important to respect them and their relationship with their parents. And not to damage them. But you won’t damage a step child by not loving them. They hardly know you and it’s confusing what role you are in their lives.

The troubling bit is your DP seems to let him get away with stuff and that always leads to tension and resentment in a step set up between step child and parent. The Dad having no boundaries is setting the poor kid up to push more, to challenge unecessarily and your relationship needs and his relationship needs are not clearly defined or well managed. That is what ruins a step relationship.

absopugginglutely · 05/03/2020 00:22

I don't love my step daughter, she is not easy to love but I have a functional positive relationship with her and try to stay out of the way so that DH can really be with her.
My dad handed everything over to my step mum (who was not very nice at all) so I make sure I just stay out of the way and let him bring her up.
She is very difficult and has behavioural problems.

Bookworm83 · 13/03/2020 00:24

I don't love my stepdaughter even though I've known her since she was 18 months old (she's now 7). I don't think love is a requirement when it's not your child. It may never come and that's just fine. She has two loving parents and doesn't need another one.

Qwertygert · 13/03/2020 12:38

I don't love my SC. I care for them and would go mental if anyone hurt them however when they are not here I do not miss them. I see my DD every day (either morning or after school depending if she is sleeping at mine or her dads) and when I go 2 days without her I do feel it. I do however know my DH misses them. I am also the one who pushed to sort bunk beds for SS to have his own bed when sleeping over, to redecorate the room to make him feel more comfortable and push for more access when his dad is less committed (he did not see SS for a long time so is closer to SD) because I think all the kids need equality. I also find my DD gets a little less because I forget she needs top ups when I am concentrating on making sure the SC have enough so I have to keep a check on that (her bed was old so bought her a new one as the SC room has had 3 beds in a year for example or she is growing out of her leggings and I just restocked DD's so now need to make sure I do hers and get SS some more clothes too) I do love them but not the same type of love.

I have explained to them there are different types of love. Like i love my ex husband but I am not in love with him. I love them but a different love for DD or from DH etc and they seem to understand this.

TheMotherofAllDilemmas · 13/03/2020 19:08

My first set of step kids I adored almost from the week I met them, I still feel very happy when we meet even if it is almost a decade since his dad and I are not together.

Second time... it was a bit more difficult, ExP was a Disney dad, DS and I were ok with his kid on our own but when DP was around we spent the time walking on eggshells not to upset exP (yes, exP because he would go ballistic if his child was upset or contradicted and the kid knew how much power he hold in a tantrum even as an older child). I probably didn’t love him as much as the previous ones but I certainly liked him. We still meet with them once or twice a year to celebrate birthdays and Christmas.

This time around (bear with me, I am old but my relationships have all been long term)... it has been absolute hell, I have never met so entitled, manipulative and rude kids in my life. I have been myself, I love kids, I am good around them, I have tried but sorry, these are a pair of ungrateful preteen/teen terrors that treat me and my house as if we were covered on shit. I’m sure is poor parenting on their parents’ side but at the end of the day, they are not my kids, so on the excuse that contact is for the kids to bond with their dad, I just leave them to it and stay well away when they are around.

And yes, I told their dad he should feel free to find another person as it was not right to for me to be with him, when I like them so little. He says he can see how bad they are, he thinks it is a phase (he is deluded) but it is ok for me to stay away on contact days. This also gives me some free time to catch up with my son and my friends.

You are being nice and polite, and treating sc with respect, that is enough, just make yourself scarce when he is around if that makes you feel better.

DisasterousManagementPlan · 16/03/2020 10:56

@TheMotherofAllDilemmas I do think that your partner's approach really makes all the difference in this.

For various reasons, my DP has fairly recently (since January) decided to become a bloody Disney dad, and it has absolutely affected how I feel about the DSC - and him, too. They're kids, so they've always been a bit annoying (my DS is too). But I now find myself in a situation where everyone has to 'be nice' to each other when they're here (translation: no one tells the DSC off, even though they're being awful) and everything has to be centred around ensuring that every second with their father is like being on bloody holiday. All the while, I have to parent DS as normal because that's what you have to do as a mother.

The DSC's behaviour (particularly DSD who is the family golden child, but actually extremely naughty and often just not very nice) has seriously deteriorated since DP decided to become a Disney dad. DSD is extremely demanding (and always gets what she wants), doesn't do anything she's asked to do (and is rude and sulky about it), is horrible to her younger brother and always tries to get him into trouble (not that either of them are getting any kind of discipline these days), and seriously annoys my DS. The last bit is particularly difficult for me, as it's very difficult to protect him when I'm not allowed to tell DSD off, however mildly (or even just to tell her to go away and leave him alone).

So I find myself dreading contact (especially on weekends) and totally distancing myself. It is not the DSC's fault that their father has decided to let them become demanding, spoilt horrors in the absence of perfectly normal expectations, boundaries and consequences. (Or that the rest of their relatives do the same when they're with them). But it does make it much harder to like them, never mind love them. It's a real shame, as I was really fond of them when they were being parented (and I was allowed to exercise any kind of authority).

But it's DP's fault. Entirely. They were nice kids when but Disney-Parenting is utterly destroying that. I do need to find a way to fix this because it is affecting how I think about DP even more than how I feel about his children. As I said, it really isn't them; it's him (it's always a DP problem, isn't it?).

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On the flip side, I'd be horrified if my ex decided to become a Disney Dad. It would be awful for DS. All children need clear boundaries and consequences from the adults in their lives. Luckily, his father would be horrified (and having none of it) if he started to behave anything like I'm now seeing in the DSC.

In fact, DS even realises that Disney parenting is not good. He's glad both his parents are willing to offer him structure and discipline, and have (totally reasonable) expectations that he will be polite and well behaved. He knows where he stands and what he needs to do. And that his parents love him.

Blewbell · 16/03/2020 11:24

Stepchildren are different than nieces and nephews. With SDC you could lose them completely if your relationship ship broke down. Your relationship is entirely dependent on your romantic relationship with their father. I think that lack of reassurance that you will always have a relationship with them makes it hard to commit. Things changed for me when DH and I went through a very rough patch. Eldest SDC realised it might mean the end and spoke to his mother about wanting to continue to see me. His mother began to communicate with me directly. The SDC told me they would want to still see me. That time changed things for me. I do love them now. It's not the same love that I have for my own DC but it's love all the same.

HillAreas · 16/03/2020 21:39

And seriously annoys my DS. The last bit is particularly difficult for me, as it's very difficult to protect him when I'm not allowed to tell DSD off, however mildly (or even just to tell her to go away and leave him alone).

Out of interest, what would your DP do if you told his brat to back the fuck off your son? If it’s anything other than apologise for his child’s shitty behaviour and deploy appropriate discipline then you have major relationship problems. Why bother?
If DP is ok with his kids treating each other and everyone else badly then that’s fine, his problem - I’m not seeing why he should be allowed to inflict them on your child.

fanstar · 20/03/2020 00:20

When we nearly lost my DSD.
I can't go into detail on the circumstances as it would put me but I never thought I loved her until we nearly lost her ... then I was every bit as terrified as DH and her Mum and I realised she meant more to me than I ever knew.

TheMotherofAllDilemmas · 20/03/2020 07:12

@TheMotherofAllDilemmas I do think that your partner's approach really makes all the difference in this.

Oh definitely, but I guess it is also about having similar parenting styles. I think that if it went so well the first time, it was because both their dad and I had very similar upbringings so our expectations for behaviour were so similar as well as our style in disciplining, people around us started to comment from very early on that if you didn’t know us you would find it difficult to see which kid belonged to each of us. Sadly, albeit an amazing dad, he was a very jealous person so we had to part.

From then on it has been Disney dad galore, but they came like that. How did yours turned into one suddenly @DisasterousManagementPlan?

NohopeNochance · 24/03/2020 01:20

I have very little time for my partners children, iv been there and done that with my own. I’m usually working when he has them anyway which isn’t too bad!! X

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