Sadly, I suffer from incredibly mild asperger's, which until secondary school wasn't a problem. Then I went to secondary school and it just feels like my life is awful. I feel sad, depressed and even suicidal as insane amounts of un-dealt with bullying are left by the school as 'kids trying to be nice'- hah! Biggest load of bollocks I ever heard. I've been followed home, hurt, had property stolen, and even had the police in school. TWICE! However, the police never took me seriously and just passed it of as something I had to deal with- and trying to ended in massive illness, the school blaming me for my problems even though I did nothing but want to learn and multiple suicide attempts. Also, I feel that the world media portrays aspergics or SEN sufferers as criminals or madmen (take media reports of the ringleader of the anonymous hacking group being supposedly aspergic.)or people who are dumb/strange or need round the clock care and are therefore severely disabled/violent towards 'normal people'. I have very few friends and no hope of a girlfriend as all the girls hate me for my SEN. Also, my dad hates me for being aspergic and treats me as a stupid contemptable idiot who cannot handle life. Currently, I hate my life and feel like there is nothing to live for anymore. I just want answers- does the world really care? Or should I end it all to put my stupid aspergic self at peace. I just want to know whether the aspergers will ruin my life.