was on bus with DD, without buggy. DD was MILDLY grumpy because her daddy had put her on bus then left,but not very noisy. First of all i struggled a lot to fold seat down while holding DD to stop her falling. The man next to us ignorred us helpfully. He always mutters when DD is singing/humming etc on bus. He is going to work in a suit with briefcase and looks like a boss type.
Anyway he said 'shut up child'. DD clearly has SN. I was upset and said 'some people are rude DD. What a rude man' (who tells a 3 yr old to shutup fgs).
He got up to get off. I said to dd so others could hear 'he doesnt know you are autistic and can't help making a noise' ,which i wish i hadn't said but i was upset.↲then i cried on bus while people ignored me,embarrassed.
Was such an achievement to get bus but now will walk with buggy as so embarrassed. Couldn't have happened at worse time.am very low at the moment.